"Masaya ako na Malungkot" this were the words i uttered last night sa isa kong matalik na kaibigan. (while we were eating) she asked me a question, "Bakit ka Masaya? Bakit ka Malungkot?" then i replied: "Kasi, finally, matutupad na yung pangarap nilang dalawa. magiging sila na, That's why i'm happy. Malungkot naman ako on the other hand, kasi i wasn't given that chance. alam mo yun, yung salitang "WHAT IF..." tapos... ayun..."
Hindi ako mag papaka-hipokrito. Masaya ako. Masayang masaya. I'm most certain of this feeling kasi finally, something they want or WE want, happened. Have you ever fell in-love with that guy na actually, nanira at nagpaiyak sa kaibigan mo? I mean, sinira yung pagkakataong mag mahal muli? sinira yung mga pangarap na para sa kanilang dalawa supposedly? Well, I did. I did fell. FELL and certainly FAIL towards the end of the road.
Everything was just a joke. We were trying to figure out something. we were trying to find answers. but, at some point, i fell. I fell for some reasons. i felt magical. something na worth to cherish. something na i thought would be POSSIBLE. We both PRETENDED something WE WEREN'T.
After that we chose to part ways. HINDI NAGING KAMI, PERIOD. Pero I was just wondering, "Paano" nga kung kami. Masaya ba ako? Malungkot?
Eto na nga:
the knowledge came to me in a brush of a mysterious air. i was on my way home when i decided to listen to my favorite playlist of the ultimate hugot queen, Adele. i was slapped by the songs. (mas hugot pa siya kay Taylor Swift) until tumugtog yung pinaka paborito kong kanta... "Someone like you" (tittle of my speech sa Public Speaking project namin) Dun ko naalala yung proseso. He's already settled down. He found his girl, and soon they would be married. His dreams came true. He did gave you things, i can't give to you. Yun, Yan yung mga naalala ko. and bigla akong natauhan. Eto na nga, I'll Find someone like you, Soon.
Thoughts to ponder:
Masaya na ako. (ilang beses ko na ba nabanggit ang salitang masaya ngayong araw nato?) Minsan din naman, matuto tayong Magbigay. magbigay in a way na pag-saSAKRIPISYO. Kasi, maliban sanaging masaya ka sa desisyon mong yun, nag karoon ka pa ng pagkakataong makapag bigay saya at bagong simula sa mga taong, MAS nangangailangan. :)
Beh, "We desreve BETTER."
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