I Was Just Wondering.

"Masaya ako na Malungkot" this were the words i uttered last night sa isa kong matalik na kaibigan. (while we were eating) she asked me a question, "Bakit ka Masaya? Bakit ka Malungkot?" then i replied: "Kasi, finally, matutupad na yung pangarap nilang dalawa. magiging sila na, That's why i'm happy. Malungkot naman ako on the other hand, kasi i wasn't given that chance. alam mo yun, yung salitang "WHAT IF..." tapos... ayun..." 

Hindi ako mag papaka-hipokrito. Masaya ako. Masayang masaya. I'm most certain of this feeling kasi finally, something they want or WE want, happened. Have you ever fell in-love with that guy na actually, nanira at nagpaiyak sa kaibigan mo? I mean, sinira yung pagkakataong mag mahal muli? sinira yung mga pangarap na para sa kanilang dalawa supposedly? Well, I did. I did fell. FELL and certainly FAIL towards the end of the road. 

Everything was just a joke. We were trying to figure out something. we were trying to find answers. but, at some point, i fell. I fell for some reasons. i felt magical. something na worth to cherish. something na i thought would be POSSIBLE. We both PRETENDED something WE WEREN'T.

After that we chose to part ways. HINDI NAGING KAMI, PERIOD. Pero I was just wondering, "Paano" nga kung kami. Masaya ba ako? Malungkot? 

Eto na nga:

the knowledge came to me in a brush of a mysterious air. i was on my way home when i decided to listen to my favorite playlist of the ultimate hugot queen, Adele. i was slapped by the songs. (mas hugot pa siya kay Taylor Swift) until tumugtog yung pinaka paborito kong kanta... "Someone like you" (tittle of my speech sa Public Speaking project namin) Dun ko naalala yung proseso. He's already settled down. He found his girl, and soon they would be married. His dreams came true. He did gave you things, i can't give to you. Yun, Yan yung mga naalala ko. and bigla akong natauhan. Eto na nga, I'll Find someone like you, Soon.

Thoughts to ponder:

Masaya na ako. (ilang beses ko na ba nabanggit ang salitang masaya ngayong araw nato?) Minsan din naman, matuto tayong Magbigay. magbigay in a way na pag-saSAKRIPISYO. Kasi, maliban sanaging masaya ka sa desisyon mong yun, nag karoon ka pa ng pagkakataong makapag bigay saya at bagong simula sa mga taong, MAS nangangailangan. :)

Beh, "We desreve BETTER." 

Love,

Kevin ♥

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Tiga "Ma-kati" ka ba?

MA-KATING LALAKI. Have you ever been inlove with this type of guys? I mean, yung tipong, Caring, Loving, Understanding, Lahat ng kalandian, gagawin niya to win you. and before i forget, yung mga makakating lalaking yan, majority of them, eh talaga namang Pogi/Super Hot!

The story goes like this. Si Ate PERFECT GIRL ay masasabi mong perpekto talaga. MASIPAG, MATYAGA, MATALINO, MABAIT at siyempre MAGANDA. :) She's that person who can make you smile pag nagagalit ka whenever she looks at you :) enough with ate PERFECT GIRL, lets go now to kuya MALANDI (sorry for the term, but he is.) gwapo siya, Oo. matalino? Average, pero the reason of him being pangit is because of the subject were having today sa aking bagong post. MALANDI SIYA. Madami siyang girls. Kulang nalanag pati kaming Girls at heart, madamay :)) (Feelingera lang po.)

Lahat naman nag sisimula sa mga sweet texts, sweet gestures, malalgkit na tingin, matatamis na ngiti. Si ate Perfect Girl ay FINESSE. hindi siya yung tipong babae na would easily give in to the "Pit of Doom" pero dahil sa sobrang pag papakita ng affection ni kuya, nahulog siya. She fell from he's acts. She Believed. He Lied. nakakaawa ang mga sumunod na kaganapan na hinid ko pwedeng ikwento sainyo mga kakulto. mahirap na. siguro when he finds out na i was rendering this blog post for him, i'm sure he'll get even. pero, the fact na i'm more powerful than him, makes a big difference. so let's cross out that effin boarderline, and get the acts straight. >:)

Eto na nga:

Masaya na si Ate PERFECT GIRL ngayon. maliban sa kadahilanang nagising na siya sa napaka himbing niyang pagtulog at pananaginip sa kanya PERFECT LOVE STORY, mas marami pang doors of opportunity na bumakas for herself. Mas marami na siyang friends ngayon, i mean, TRUE FRIENDS na napag-shesheran niya ng secrets. :) nang tunay niyang nararamdaman, ng tunay niyang saloobin sa gma isyung naganap, at nagaganap at lately palang niya nalalamang NAGAGANAP. :)

Don't trust EASILY. know that person first before doing such stuff na alam mong makakabuti sayo :) you know the cases of love, kilala mo sarili mo when falling inlove. so mas okay if you make your self clear first, bago i-take into the next level ang nararamdaman mo.

Acceptance. minsan, sa sobra nating pagaasam na tayo'y makakahanap ng ating mga prince charming at cinderella, nakakalimutan na nating gumising sa ating imahinasyon. nakakalimutan na natin kung ano ba talga ang hinahanap natin. nababago tayo sa prosesong sinusundan natin. nababago tayo ng pagbabagong tinatahak natin kasama ng taong akala nating makaka-kumpleto at makakapa pa-bago sa buhay natin. 

Feelings are fucked up. trust me. if you can always choose, always go with your instincts. Don't tell me na Its the same. Feelings and Instincts are the same. Well, Ate/Kuya, its not. Feeling comes from your heart. Instincts are from our mind. We have our free will. I'm not obliging you to go with Instincts, pero in some point, we need to THINK. not to FEEL.

Thoughts to ponder:

Its about Being who you are that matters at the end of the day. Its about being true to your self and feelings. NO PRETENTIONS sabi nga ni Shamcey Supsup sa tanong sakanya ni Vivica A. Fox sa Ms. Universe: “If I have to change my religious belief, I will not marry the person I love because the first person that I love is God and He created me. And I have my faith, my principles and it what makes me who I am. And if that person loves me, he should love my God to.’’ 

"At the end of the day, the Lessons you'll get are the answers you were searching for."

We always have the POWER TO CHOOSE :)

Love,

Kevin ♥

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