From the Start.

Moving On. Its a broad and risky thing to take (for some) pero is't worth to do nga ba? I mean, kakayanin mo ba? or you'll end up medyo "suicidal"?  andaming tanong no? Here's my take.

I fell In love.  I thought he/she would love me in return. Dibdiban. as in, everything was poured out. I don't know if it is the time or ano that made us part ways.

We were sort of doing an undercover mission. A character nobody knew but me and him/her. I was in character, I know he was din, pero for some reason, parang nagiging totohanan na. Uulitin ko. Maraming rason. basta nahulog ako sakanya and I'm sure he/she felt the same way. Until the worst part came and poof. nawala na lang lahat.

Eto na nga:

Naka move on na ba ako? Oh yes! HOW?  sa ganitong proseso.

I was suppose NOT  to move on. bakit? kasi i was attached talaga with this person. I was enjoying the attention (which i should not pero i did) I was YOU that time. tapos yun. I came to realize something. a feeling na dapat matagal ko nang ginagawa. TUMIGIL. tumigil sa pag papatuloy, tumigil sa pag papanggap.

hindi ko kinailangan ng isang bagay na maging rason para layuan siya. hindi ako naghintay ng panahon para kamuhian siya. what did I do? In-enjoy ko na lang. Weird yes, pero dahil dun hindi ako naging bitter. mas ginawa kong nakakatawang alaala yung mga pangyayari. hindi ako nag mukmok. (okay, nag mukmok pero saglit lang) and most specially, hindi ako lumayo. I stayed. Why? kasi the more you avoid that person, the more you  miss everything about him/her. PROVEN TESTED mga kapatid.

Thoughts to ponder:

No matter how hard it is, no matter how many times you tried, TRY. hindi mo kailangan bumigay at sumuko na lang. talo ka. talong talo ka kung ikaw ang susuko.kaya lumaban ka. fight for that ugly feeling. pero don't cross the line ha. wag ka namang magpapansin para lang mag move on. you keep it cool. you keep it low. mas okay mag end up nang ganyan. pero the best thing you can do talaga is to Kneel and Pray na sana, malagpasan mo din yang pinagdadaanan mo. 

"Hindi porket hindi ka na pinapansin, eh wala ka nang halaga sa kanila. Minsan, ayaw lang niya makisawsaw sa taong katulad mong MASAYA na, sa piling ng IBA." :)

Love,

Kevin ♥ 

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